super angry. im fuming like anything. PISSED WITH MY FREAKING PARENTS. whats wrong with them.. said im useless.. fuck them la. how would you feel if you stepped into a room which is SUPER UGLY AND MESSY and when the adults INSIST that its NICE? my room is in a fucking mess.. I HATE MY ROOM. such beautiful furni became SO ugly under the hands of my parents.. i cant stand them anymore.. everything seems to be going against me today..

in school. FREAKING LIM MUIMUI picked on me. Whats wrong with her. everytime have to find fault in me then she’ll be happy is it?! Made me stand up for so long. argh. cant stand her !!! then in choir.. everything is like bad. i cant reach my high notes. and there so many things going on.. sigh. she just misunderstood everyone.. my ulcers are like killing. plus i got tooth decay? i dont think its tooth decay. yes, its not. i need to visit the dentist like tmr. haha.

when i reached home. saw my room and i was even ANGRY. they(my parents) made a mess out of my room. its like ugly la. and they claim that its ok. ITS NOT. whats wrong with them..i day was alrd very bad and they made it even worse. scolded me then ltr after 1 secs nothing happened. CRAZY LA. the kitten in the big big drain nesr my sch cheated my feelings. he/she was inside the drain wanted to climb down the drain to bring her/him up. actaully i did. i rushed home to change and to put my bag down. i then rush to the cat and then found out it wasnt there anymore! made me and aina buy cat food for nothing. its ok. i'll forgive small innocent animals. haha.

MY SECOND EARHOLE IS LIKE IN PAIN. ARGH!! stuffing 2 earsticks in it is a very very diff job. haha.alright. i have yet to bath and do my hw which i dont think im doing. ok! NIGHTS!